Im Alex. I was born female, but i dont know my gender. As a young child, i always wondered what it was like to have male parts. I even dreamt about it. Now, sometimes, i despise my female parts so much, i want to cry. It actually happened today. I dont know what to do. Sometimes i hate my female parts, sometimes i dont. I have very low self esteem. Maybe because i want to be male? Im honestly not sure. Please help!